tired but...nth can do...

today is really a busy day for me...

I woke up quite late today..about ten o'clock..

then wash my clothes as I just back from Ipoh yesterday...

really tired...

then,my mum bring me to the BSN to create an account for me..

because my appeal for matrics succed already..then go to buy the "baju kurung" and some formal shirts and slacks..

v take a long time in choosing "baju kurung" because there are too many patterns but most of them really malay style..i mean the pictures...

finally,i got 2 sets...

both of them really nice..

one of them sky blue with flowers.another one is light purple with lotus(i think)..

cant post the pic here coz the cabel of my hp left at my cousin's house...>,<

when I back to home,arrange my certs for giving matrics tomorrow...

actually,I got a little bit not really exciting when I know that my appeal was succeed ald..

Its exciting but not as much as I expect before..

Maybe because of I've been close to my house mates and my classmates ald..

My classmates..I'm not knowing all of them but at least those who I've knowed were really nice and funny(shoban,u will laugh when u c this,this is wat I feel bout u,haha^V^) and kind ppl...

then,feeling close to my house mates especially talk bout calvin...

nice guy for me n her also...haha

but wat can I do??

If I dont want go for it,then why I appeal last time??

I just felt like something lost when leaving St.Michael...

Maybe because of put much spirit on it because last thursday and friday departed from grik to ipoh everyday at 4 o'clock early in morning just wanted went to school..

and then just move in the house this monday and then I need to leave this week too...

maybe its my own problem...

I got matrics at gopeng...

My keijie said that I can go to find her if I'm free coz according to her tarc is near to gopeng only...

hopefully I can enjoy my new life in matrics tomorrow...

and maybe my posts would not so fast as before because dunno got pc o not inside there....

scolded again !!

today,I receive the call from PPD ipoh and told me that I can transfer to ST.Michael already...
so decided to go ipoh to take the letter..
but then everything happens so fAst and unprepare...
I pack my clothes and daily use accesories as fast as I could...
On the way to Ipoh,I got a sudden call from my friend and knowed that she had help me to take the letter...
when everything seems like settled,then problems and problems float up...
Why always wanna scold me??
I got my opinions and just speak it out...
Why blame me??If I'm wrong or I say something incorrect,do correct me..
But why need to scold me and talk like I'm useless....
My tears rolling in my eyes when I heard all of that...
You are not right at all...
So big-headed,thought that everything you said were right,untalkable....and .........
Never concern about others feeling and think carefully before speaking something out......
Everybody think that you are wrong but then you never think back ur fault...
Why there got people like this in this world...
......T_T

枫!!

乌云在我们心_搁下一块阴影
我聆听寂寞已久的心情
清晰透明
就像美丽的风景
总在回忆_才看得清
被伤透的心不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
激光掠夺天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前 爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边
~ 乌云在我们心_搁下一块阴影
我聆听寂寞已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景
总在回忆_才看的清
在山腰间飘逸的红雨 随着北风凋零
我轻轻摇风铃 想
唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地……………

its jay's song....i dont know in which cd but when the first time i hear this song....

this song the singing style still jay's style.........

its simple but then its also contain simple touch....

I dont know why....

the touch just go thoroughly to my heart....

simple but touching....

1st day in f6!!

Today is the first day I put my feet onto another way for further studies...
I'm a bit disappointed when I checked out that i didnt got the JPA..
But nevermind,I already had a prepare in my heart that I wont got it because its really competitive!!
So,I move to Form 6 today!!
I registered at the school today with my friend and we just stayed there and listen the "dead" orientation seminar...
Its really bored........
And then a female teacher gave us the form to fill for the transfer of school....
I'm started wondering.....
Its need to fill in 2 choices for our wanted school...
The first :St.Michael??Sam Tet??
The second: Sam Tet??St.Michael??
I'm wondering which one do I need to write first...!?
And then the address...everybody confusing on this...
Nobody teach us to fill the form although there's wrote the tittle...
But then we are still wondering and ....WONDERING!!
At last,I wrote the St.Michael at the first choices and Sam Tet for the second choice...
I hope I will get the offer as I'm a bit disappointed didnt got the matrics and also the JPA..sigh!!@_@
After that,we got informed that the original offer letter is needed for proceed on the transfer...
But then we have gave to the students who in-charged of registered just now....
So reasonally we wanted it back from the teacher but finally we get the letter back after a mountain of effort..
huh...went here...went there...
wasting our time...
And then about my tuition ...
So ....feeling so "wu nai" with it...
I wanna go for it but its a wave and wave of trouble coming to me...
huh...
sometimes,feeling like i'm useless...
Cant do any decision on vital matters.....
Cares for this...Cares for that....
its just like contradiction in myself.....
And last,maybe my decision was a stupid decision....
I also dont know why i will become like this,....